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Piyasee
Jheel
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Sayeda Heena
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Ahmad Hasan ka khat uske samne pada
tha. uske eik - eik shabd se jaise pyaar ke chahme phoot rahe
the. use yoon mahsoos ho raha tha, tapti dhoopon aur chatiyal
maidano se guzar kar vah achanak hi eik hari bhari aur sundar
vadi mein aa nikli hai jisme ubalte huye chahme hain, sabza hai,
ghane pedon ki khushbu hai, subha ki hava ki avargi hai, thandi
gili mitti hai aur pakshiyon ka shor hai. sukoon aur khushi ke
ahsas se uski aankhen band hone lagi. Ahmad Hasan ke liye uske
dil mein muddton se eik jazba tha. khandan ke sare nuajavano
mein vahi tha jo uske dil ke itne nazdik aaya tha. bus kuch
halat hi aise ban gaye the ki vah samajh bhi na pai aur vah uske
dil mein maze se ghus kar baitha raha.
Un dino vah apne gaun se kisi pariksha ke liye shahar aaya hua
tha. qareebi rishtedar hone ke karan unhin ke yahan thahra. vah
un dino midil mein padh rahi thi aur ghar ke mahual mein jahan
uske baap ke siva doosra koi padha likha admi na tha. use
pariksha ki tayeyari badi mushkil nazar arhi thi. idhar maa aur
dadi ki har vaqt ki chikh pukar, chote bhai bahno ka hangama
shor, koi eik shabd bhi batlane vala na tha. Ahmad Hasan ne use
choti si gudia ko lamp ki roshani mein kitab par jhukte dekha to
use us par bahut pyaar aaya. uska mukhda tamtamaya hua tha aur
vo bar - bar bikhre huye balo ki laten kano ke piche thoons rahi
thi jo padhne mein sar ki eik hakat se phir uske chehre par
bikhar jatin. uski aankhon mein eik piyas si, eik talab si thi -
Ahmad Hasan uske nazdik ja baitha.
Kya padh rahi ho ?
Usne savalo ki kopi uske samne kar di - vah muskuraya "achha
yah saval ? lao abhi hal kiye deta hoon"
Phir saval par saval hal hote rahe. English ke jumle sikhe aur
sikhaye jate rahe aur imtehan khairiyat se guzar gaya. ab Ahmad
Hasan ki bari thi. vah padh raha tha aur shanaaz duad duadkar
uska kam kar rahi thi. use yoon lapak jhapak kam karti shanaaz
bahut achhi lagi. vah har subha uska munh dekhkar parcha karne
jata - parche ummid se achhe huye - result aaya to dono second
division mein paas huye the. shanaaz midil mein aur vo metrik
mein - vo uske liye bahut si mithai le aaya. shanaaz ne doosri
baar use ghuar se dekha is baar vo use pahle se bhi achha laga -
phir har baras aisa hi hota raha vo uske imtehano se zara pahle
aa jata …. use tayari karata - phir apni tayari karta phir
chupke se bina kisi ko batlai har subha munh dekhkar parcha
karne jata - har sal vo dono paas hote. har sal vo use mithai
khilata. do sal ke baad usne matrik kar liya to ghar vale piche
pad gaye, "bus ab padhai khatam karo aur trening le
lo."
Padhai khatam kane ko uska mann to nahin chahta tha magar vo
badi farma badar beti thi. valdain ka kaha bhala kaise tal sakti
thi. chup chap trening lene chali gayee. trening ke duaran bhi
vahi tha jo uski har zaroorat ka khayal rakhta. use khat likh
likhkar uska huasla bandhata - aur mahine mein eik aad bar
shahar ka phera bhi zaroor hi laga leta. usse jakar milta aur
zaroorat ki chizen kharid kar de aata varna ghar vale to use
normal bhejkar mutmayeen ho gaye the - abba din bhar kachhari
mein sir khapate aur baqi vaqt amaa ke saath romance mein guzar
dete. amma sara din bachcho ki khep palti, ghar ka kam kaj karti
aur dadi se ladti aur der raat tak abba ke pair dabati. idhar
bachcho ki vah bharmar ki allah ki panah, har sal naya muadel
muajood hota - isliye jo bachche zara haath pair ke ho jate vah
unki taraf se munh modkar naye mehmano ki dekhbhal mein masrooph
ho jati - unhe bhala itni fursat kahan thi ki vah shanaaz ki
khair khabar leti. vaise bhi yah kam abba ka tha. amma ko bhala
bahar ke kamo se kya vasta is chatiyal registan mein bus khazoor
ka eik hi jhund aur mithe pani ka eik hi chashma tha aur vo thi
aur Ahmad Hasan ki zaat … ghar valo ke sukhe ravaiye se tang
akar vo uske liye sochti aur vaqti tuar par use sukoon mil jata.
normal paas karke nikli to Ahmad Hasan hi ki koshisho se eik
primari school mein jagah mil gayee. aur tab yakayak use apni
ahmiyat ka ahsas hua. abba usse kainchi marka cigaretton ke liye
paise mangte. ammi suit ka kaoda pasand karke uske samne dal
deti. chote bahan bhai kitabo aur kapiyon ke liye uski taraf
lapakte aur jab tak tankhua ka paisa paisa usse vasool na kar
lete uski jaan na chodte aur vah thi ki mare khushi ke phooli na
samati. apni bartari ka ahsas uski gardan mein tanav paida kar
deta … vah kitni badi thi …. Vah kitni aham thi … ziyada
kamane ke khayal se usne apni padhi zari rakhi. vo chahti thi ki
vo itni bahut si tankhuah le jo ghar valon ki zarooraton se
ziyada ho. tankhuah badhti gayee magar uske saath hi ghar valon
ki zaroorton mein bhi izafa hota gaya. abba ne uski tankhuah ki
kameti dalkar do hazar rupaye ki kuch zamin kharid li phir
doosri kameti dalkar makan banvana shuru kar diya. nayee - nayee
masrufyat mein khokar vah khud ko bhoolti ja rahi thi aaj kameti
nikalvai ja rahi hai, kal dali ja rahi hai. aaj pahli tarikh hai
pement hoti hai. ghar valo ki pharmaisho ki eik lambi soochi
pars mein padi hai. aaj kisi kuling se ladai ho gayee. kal kisi
ka tabadla ho gaya. aaj haid mistres ne office bulakar yoon hi
danta. aur ab shanaaz taransphar ke liye aidi choti ka zor laga
rahi hai. ladkiyon ke timahi, chhe mahi aur salana imtehan ho
rahe hani. pache tayar karne hain, imtehan lena hai, phir
kapiyan check karke resalt dena hai. ghar vale khush hain vo bhi
khush hai phir saath saath apni padhai. aaj form manvane ke liye
khat likha hai. logon ki minnat khushamad ki phir form bharke
sifarishe karvane ka chakkae chala.haid mistres ne jhalla kar
form door fenke ….. koi zaroorat nahin hai aage padhne ki ab
ijazat aur sifarish ke liye haid office ke chakkar laga rahe
hain uda uda rung …. Bujha bujha chehra …. Do sal baad kahin
khuda khuda karke imtehan mein sharik hone ki ijazat mili to
phir paas hone ka gham. idhar haid mistres ne kam ki bhar mar ka
di free tim mein office mein bulakar ulte sidhe kam lene shuru
ka diye. uski class ke ziyada se ziyada round lene lagi goya
faisla kar chuki hai ki use paas nahin hone degi raat bhar moti
moti kitabon se ulajhti, din bhar haid mistres, ustaniyon aur
ladkiyon se nimat ti, khuda khuda karke imtehan diya to ab
resalt ki fikr mein ghul rahi hai. haid mistres pahle hi ailan
ka chuki hai ki …. Yeh kya paas hogi. paas hone ki shakl bhi
hai uski ? ustaniyan ajeeb nazron se usse pooch rahi hain.
"Parche kaise huye tumhare miss …. ?"
Ustaniyon ki sikhai hui aur haid mistres ki shai pai hui
ladkiyan hont hi hont muskura rahi hain.
Aur uska khoon chuluon khushk ho raha hai - resalt aaya to jaan
mein jaan ayee. phir do sal ke baad doosra imtehan gharaj in hi
masrufyat mein dher sara samai chupke se guzar gaya aur vo
atthais sal ki ho gayee. tab eik din Ahmad Hasan unhe mila. vo
B.A kar rah tha. dono ne eik doosre ko dekha aur kuch ajeeb sa
mahsoos kiya. vo to pagalo ki tarha use dekhta rah gaya bhara
bhara sharir chehre par gulab aankhon mein sharaab, chal mein
aatm vishvas, honto par eik khusoorat muskurahat ladakpan mein
kalpna ne jo aade tirche nakshe banaye the vah ab poori tasveer
bankar samne aa gaye the. yoon hi uska dil chaha ki use janam -
janam ke liye apna le, ittefaq se halat bhi kuch aise ban gaye
the ki bite dino ki yaad qadam qadam par dilo mein chutkiyan
lene lagti.dimagh ke kisi kone mein vah naksha abhi tak
surakshit tha ki eik gudia si ladki lakp ke samne timtimata hua
chehra liye baithi balon ki aavara laton se ulajh rahi hai. vahi
ghar tha vahi kamra …. Isi tarha uljhe uljhe baal liye vo lamp
ke aage baithi kitabon se ulajh rahi thi, ghar mein aaj bhi koi
usse ziyada padha hua na tha ki uski madad karta. ab to abba bhi
piche rah gaye the. Ahmad Hasan darwaaze par khada uska josh
dekhta raha phir ahista se khankhara …. Shanaaz ne chuank kar
aankhen kitab par se hatai, raat bhar jagne aur musalsal padhne
ki vajha se uski aankhen lal ho rahi thin. dono ki nazren mili,
vah der tak eik doosre ki aankhon mein dekhte rahe, raat ka vaqt
tha, vah eik bahut romani qism ki kaveeta padh rahi thi, aise
mein Ahmad Hasan chupke se uske samne aa khsds hua. shahnaaz ne
aankhen jhapkai to laha bhar ke liye uske chuade chakle sine par
atak gayee. use yoon laga jaise uska thakan ke mare sara sharir
choor choor ho kar kisi nakhlistan mein pahunch gaya hai aur
pedo ke jhund tale zara der ko sustane ki eik yoon hi si umang
uske dil mein jagi vah uske nazdik aa gaya .
"kya ho raha hai ... meri madad ki zaroorat to nahi
...!"
Shanaaz ne socha bachpan se ab tak to use uski zaroorat rahi hai,
ab jhooth
kaise kah de ki zaroorat nahi ! balki uski asli zaroorat to usne
abhi isi lamhe mahsoos ki thi ... usne khamoshi se apni ki hui
viyakhiya uske samne kar di ! bilkul jaise midil ki tayari karte
samai savalo ki ki kopi uske samne rakh diya karti thi ! ahmad
hasan ka dil is ada aur sadgi par be akhtiyar marjane ko chaha
aur vah bade khubsoorat jazbati kavita ki viyakhiya karne laga
... shanaaz hairan baithi uski or dekhti rahi ... vo kitni
budhiman aur yogiy hai ... usne socha aur uska kanyapan eik
akshan ke liye uske samne jhuk gaya.
"jane kya prbadh kiya hai,
"abhi tak to kuchbhi nahi,
"kahan hai tumhari pariksha,
kahan hai tumhari pariksha,
"univarsiti collige mein...,
univarsitikabhi dekhi hai,
"abhi tak to nahi...,
Ahmad Hasan ne ashchariy uski or dekha, kitni sada aur masoom
hai yeh ladki atthis varsh ki hone ke bavajood ayee magar hal
yeh hai ki ghar se school aur schoolse ghar iske alava usne kuch
dekha hi nahi, uske mardana svabhav ne is sadgi ke age jhuk
gayee.
Doosri sham vah use univarsiti le gaya. dayen bayen khubsoorst
bagh ..lal...haryali, machalti lahre, cmakta hua nahron ka jal
ghane hare bhare virkshon ke say aur hava ke sharir jhonko ki
shokhiyan shanaaz ne burka utha rkha tha. kale burke mein uska
rung chamak raha rha tha, havaon mein eik ajeeb si boo thi magar
shanaaz ke jisam ki kunari khushvbu ahmad hasan ke dimagh par
nasha bankar chha rahi thi,vah uske barabar chal raha tha aur
har mohabbat kane vale dil ki tarha uska dil bhi chah raha tha
ki yah safar kabhi khatam na ho,
yah jaadu kabhi na tute collige mein xaminetion hal dekhkar vah
phir unhin
raston par vapas huye uar us jazbati lamhe mein ahmad hasan ne
use hamesha
hamesha ke liye apna lene ka faisla kiya.
Imtehan dekar school se luati to ahmad hasan ka prem patr pahle
se aaya
rakha tha. Eik akshan ke liye uska dil chaha ki udkar uske paas
pahunch
jaye zindagi itni khubsoorat kabhi nahin lagi thi. usne khayalon
hi khayalon mein kitne mahal bana dale ..apna ghar aur is apne
pan ki lazjat se sharabor hokar usne choti bahan ko sari baat
likh di, ... vah ghar banana chahti hai ... vah zindagi banana
chahti hai, vah kisi ka sahara chahti hai ... aur jaise
ghar mein bhuachal aa gaya ho. Abba dahadne lage...nvah kameena
hai... vah badmaash hai ... vah cigarette pita hai... vah philme
dekhta hai ... main use apni beti hargiz nahin doonga.
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